1. |
Intro
01:15
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I’m suppose to write a song for the new record but I don’t care about nothing but you
I’m suppose to have two more done by November but I don’t care about nothing but you
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2. |
Growing Pains
03:37
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Hello to the world of what the hell and soon to be
Call me the typical one, you know the one with “anxiety”
Come up come down we all have been there before
Its just the growing pains between the cracks within the floor
Never again will we walk alone alone
Never again will we walk alone alone
In the bathroom that one time,
Do you remember a place, remember a time
We ran away from this over again
In the bathroom that one time,
Do you remember a place, remember a time
We fell asleep with these stars way back when
Goodbyes to the time well spent, to who we are and what we’ll be
So long farewell but not without a light for me and you
Come up come down we all have been there before
Its just the growing pains between the cracks within the floor
Never again will we walk alone alone
Never again will we walk alone alone
In the bathroom that one time,
Do you remember a place, remember a time
We ran away from this over again
In the bathroom that one time,
Do you remember a place, remember a time
We fell asleep with these stars way back when
Wake up my friend so I can tell you again
I’ve been spinning around until the bitter end
Farewell my friend until I see you again
I’ve been spinning around until the bitter end
In the bathroom that one time,
Do you remember a place, remember a time
We ran away from this over again
In the bathroom that one time,
Do you remember a place, remember a time
We fell asleep with these stars way back when
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3. |
11:59
03:32
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Don't forget your mask for the riot tonight
You don't wanna go down before the fight
They just got free coffee at my work
Maybe everything's gonna be alright
And i don't even wanna know
What it's gonna be this time
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling fine
Nothings weighing on my mid
I'm whistling past the graveyard
And i'm feeling so alive
And the doomsday clock is hanging at
Eleven fifty nine
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling Horrified
I'm fine
I just got a new
T-shirt in the protest zone
Does the color match my eyes
I haven't seen
My parents in about six months
They'll be so proud i didn't die
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling fine
Nothings weighing on my mid
I'm whistling past the graveyard
And i'm feeling so alive
And the doomsday clock is hanging at
Eleven fifty nine
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling Horrified
I'm fine
And i wonder if you were scared like me
When i saw you lighting fires on tv
And i wonder what my mom would say
If she saw me get arrested today
And everything's not gonna be ok
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling fine
Nothings weighing on my mid
I'm whistling past the graveyard
And I'm feeling so alive
And the doomsday clock is hanging at
Eleven fifty nine
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling Horrified
I'm fine
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling fine
Nothings weighing on my mid
I'm whistling past the graveyard
And I'm feeling so alive
And the doomsday clock is hanging at
Eleven fifty nine
I'm feeling good
I'm feeling Horrified
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
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4. |
Fever
03:58
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Im running through nightmares
Fighting these blank stares
I don’t want to find myself
I dont wanna find myself
Im turing these pages
Erasing these faces
Im screaming my requiem
Im screaming my requiem
Tonight
Im stuck with this fever
Its burning all over
A crippling sadness ill never be sober
Im drowning in sweat and shame
Please tell me do you feel the same
Im caving from bad thoughts
What ifs and why nots
Father where have you gone
Im tying these words tight
Trembling from fright
Im slowly wasting away
Im slowly wasting Away
Tonight
Im stuck with this fever
Its burning all over
A crippling sadness ill never be sober
Im drowning in sweat and shame
Please tell me do you feel the same
Had a wonderful day again
Just like the last
Had a wonderful day again
Stuck in the past
Had a wonderful day again
Nobody asked
Had a wonderful day again
Im stuck with this fever
Its burning all over
Im drowning in sweat and shame
Please tell me do you feel the same
Im stuck with this fever
Its burning all over
A crippling sadness ill never be sober
Im drowning in sweat and shame
Please tell me do you feel the same
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5. |
I'm Sorry
04:49
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To the guy that I yelled out on the subway
I want to say I’m sorry
I was having a bad day
To the lady that I flipped off on the freeway
I want to say I’m sorry
I was having a bad day
Can I get something off my chest?
It’s getting harder to decompress
From these modern conveniences
When the real convenience is
Not having to leave my house
So I won’t put my foot in my mouth again
To the guy at the Trader Joe’s I went to
I never meant to
Insult or offend you
But It’s like a buzzing little noise
That just won’t quit
And you’re not quite sure
If you imagined it
I think there’s something you should know,
I walk through my life like a ghost,
And if I just disappear, be like I was never really here,
And the ripples that remain,
Will survive me as my last refrain
Fades
I thought this was America
Where we can say whatever we want
I thought this was America
Where we can do whatever we want
I thought this was America
Where we can be whatever we want
And you’ll forget me
When I’m not your problem anymore
Anymore…
I think there’s something you should know,
I walk through my life like a ghost,
And if I just disappear, be like I was never really here,
And the ripples that remain,
Will survive me as my last refrain
Fades
There’s so many different ways that I could lose you
That I won’t prepare for
Because I don’t choose to
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6. |
Better Daze
04:07
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So you said you found the one
Was it worth it was it fun
Well well what a surprise
You wanted it's so dearly
Well you wanted tomorrow
And you got today
Well you wanted the finer things
But couldn't pay
Well you wanted a better life
And you threw it away away
Here's to better daze
Here's to better daze
I'm a sucker for a long time ago
Who would've guessed it who would have known
We see through these eyes and I
Can Finally see you clearly
Well you wanted tomorrow
And you got today
Well you wanted the finer things
But couldn't pay
Well you wanted a better life
And you threw it away away
Here's to better daze
Here's to better daze
We wonder through life asking
Why the fuck we care
But underneath it all we knew it all was there it all was there
Now you wanted the world
And it floated away
Now there's just all this nothingness
In the youth of today
Well you wanted the better life
And you threw it away away
Here's to better daze
Here's to better daze
Here's to better daze
You think that you deserve
Here's to better daze
More then you were sold
Here's to better daze
Here's to better daze
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7. |
Full of It
02:55
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Your silence
Builds riots that
Drown out the sound around you
That blurs your meaning and leaving
You to question every step that you take
don’t you know
You’re not alone
and if you don’t
I’ll let you go
Every word that you speak
Is toxic to me
Never really showing me
a hint of logic
You said you understood
But you must not have heard
That If you don’t put in the work
Then you might find
That you're just full of it
You want escape but you won’t find it
On the front page but you might find that
They’ll never change but I’ll keep smiling
Till I’m erased
And I’ll say
Every word that you speak
Is toxic to me
Never really showing me
a hint of logic
You said you understood
But you must not have heard
That If you don’t put in the work
Then you might find
That you're just full of it
(Spoken word)
Every word that you speak
Is toxic to me
Never really showing me
a hint of logic
You said you understood
But you must not have heard
That If you don’t put in the work
Then you might find
That you're just full of it
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8. |
Survival Guide
02:54
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Tell myself to care
Remind myself to breathe
Step one
You can forget about fun
Because they've already won
Step two
Find out who's putting
The screws to you
I try for the path of least resistance
But my esoteric diction
Always gives me away
Ill try to maintain a kinda silence
But the undertones of violence
Always get in my way
Just say
Tell myself to care
Remind myself to breathe
Remind my self all the reasons not to leave
Step back
You wouldn't break your back
For someone like that
Don't scream
Make it out by five
Without making a scene
My brain
Is an organic machine
That can synthesize this nightmare
And report it to me
My body is a simple device
That converts labor into capital
At minimum price
How nice
Tell myself to care
Remind myself to breathe
Remind my self all the reasons not to leave
The only thing
That keeps me coming back
When I'm under attack
The thought of my dog
Waiting for me at the door
And he doesn't know why
I don't come home anymore
Tell myself to care
Remind myself to breathe
Remind my self all the reasons not to leave
So take it on the chin
Try not to let it in
You can try your best
But The bastards always win
You can try your best
But The bastards always win
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9. |
86'd
03:07
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I always wondered what you’d think
If you saw me play if you saw me sing
Do you think you’d feel regret
Would it be easier if we just never met
Fool me once i really don’t mind
Fool me twice id rather take your bad advice
Two more shots and a couple cheap thrills
Ahh screw it ill pop these pills I’m better off in bed
Your lying this place it fucking sucks and i don’t care
Im trying I’m useless lazy whatever piss and swear
Im dying just leave me with me thoughts and my dispare
My dispare
I don’t care I’m not interested in what you have to say
Im not there but you can keep just keep talking anyway
Two more hours before i try to move
No use trying to extend myself beyond what you expect
Your lying this place it fucking sucks and i don’t care
Im trying I’m useless lazy whatever piss and swear
Im dying just leave me with me thoughts and my dispare
Times flying just drop me off
You really don’t understand
I always wondered what you’d think
if you saw me play if you saw me sing
do you think you’d feel regret
would it be easier if we just never met
would it be easier if we just never met
The older i get the more i recognize
That i use my trauma to hide behind
Im taking pot shots at what terrifies
While i slide into the coda of my life
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10. |
Bright Lights
03:13
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Hit the 5 thinking what happened to this place
The place that used to be the place that used to be
Walk around lost in the city my city is full of ghosts of what used to be
Bright lights and the smell of rain that covers emerald city night yeah
Clouds above
tenement i love
Wasted scene
Feels like evergreen to me
The needle in the sound is spinning round and round its music just for me
Walk around lost in the city well i don’t care what you think cause i love this city and it loves me
pick it up now
Bright lights and the smell of rain that covers emerald city night yeah
Clouds above
tenement i love
Wasted scene
Feels like evergreen to me
These trashy amazon balls are just a stash house
The google office is really just a trap house
The krakens lacking the backing to build a tap house
Not a chance to take seattle back now
Supplies are limited you better act now
You might not get a chance to back down
And if your lucky you might get a chance to cash out
The cameras are turing off you can relax now
Bright lights and the smell of rain that covers emerald city night yeah
Clouds above
tenement i love
Wasted scene
Feels like evergreen to me
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11. |
Lemon
02:45
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When I was a kid I was a total psycho
Setting fires wherever I go
I was a total maniac
I miss that kid where did he go
First he went to school, and then he went to work
Did a lot of shitty things
Got called an asshole and a jerk
Got a job that he hates
Then he got a car that barely runs
It's so hard to be crazy when you're no fun
When I was a kid I was a total psycho
Setting fires wherever I go
I was a total maniac
I miss that kid where did he go
First he took some pills
And then he smoked some pot
Drank enough for a couple lifetimes
What else you got?
I used to be insane
Now I'm just circling the drain
It's my own fault for smoothing out my brain
This is my attrition
I'm off the reservation
These are my ablutions
This is flagellation, of the self variety
This is my confession
I wanna file a motion
Strictly off the record
This is bullshit
I did it, I admit it, it was me
Well I miss the dick I used to be
But everyone got used to me
Maybe I'm just tired of anarchy
Maybe they just got tired of me
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12. |
Outro
00:14
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I’m suppose to write a song for the new record but I don’t care about nothing but you
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