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Nothing Ever Changes It Only Gets Worse

by College Radio

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    1. Intro
    2. Growing Pains
    3. 11:59
    4. Fever
    5. I’m Sorry
    6. Better Daze
    7. Full of It
    8. Survival Guide
    9. 86d
    10. Bright Lights
    11. Lemon
    12. Outro

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1.
Intro 01:15
I’m suppose to write a song for the new record but I don’t care about nothing but you I’m suppose to have two more done by November but I don’t care about nothing but you
2.
Hello to the world of what the hell and soon to be Call me the typical one, you know the one with “anxiety” Come up come down we all have been there before Its just the growing pains between the cracks within the floor Never again will we walk alone alone Never again will we walk alone alone In the bathroom that one time, Do you remember a place, remember a time We ran away from this over again In the bathroom that one time, Do you remember a place, remember a time We fell asleep with these stars way back when Goodbyes to the time well spent, to who we are and what we’ll be So long farewell but not without a light for me and you Come up come down we all have been there before Its just the growing pains between the cracks within the floor Never again will we walk alone alone Never again will we walk alone alone In the bathroom that one time, Do you remember a place, remember a time We ran away from this over again In the bathroom that one time, Do you remember a place, remember a time We fell asleep with these stars way back when Wake up my friend so I can tell you again I’ve been spinning around until the bitter end Farewell my friend until I see you again I’ve been spinning around until the bitter end In the bathroom that one time, Do you remember a place, remember a time We ran away from this over again In the bathroom that one time, Do you remember a place, remember a time We fell asleep with these stars way back when
3.
11:59 03:32
Don't forget your mask for the riot tonight You don't wanna go down before the fight They just got free coffee at my work Maybe everything's gonna be alright And i don't even wanna know What it's gonna be this time I'm feeling good I'm feeling fine Nothings weighing on my mid I'm whistling past the graveyard And i'm feeling so alive And the doomsday clock is hanging at Eleven fifty nine I'm feeling good I'm feeling Horrified I'm fine I just got a new T-shirt in the protest zone Does the color match my eyes I haven't seen My parents in about six months They'll be so proud i didn't die I'm feeling good I'm feeling fine Nothings weighing on my mid I'm whistling past the graveyard And i'm feeling so alive And the doomsday clock is hanging at Eleven fifty nine I'm feeling good I'm feeling Horrified I'm fine And i wonder if you were scared like me When i saw you lighting fires on tv And i wonder what my mom would say If she saw me get arrested today And everything's not gonna be ok I'm feeling good I'm feeling fine Nothings weighing on my mid I'm whistling past the graveyard And I'm feeling so alive And the doomsday clock is hanging at Eleven fifty nine I'm feeling good I'm feeling Horrified I'm fine I'm feeling good I'm feeling fine Nothings weighing on my mid I'm whistling past the graveyard And I'm feeling so alive And the doomsday clock is hanging at Eleven fifty nine I'm feeling good I'm feeling Horrified I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine
4.
Fever 03:58
Im running through nightmares Fighting these blank stares I don’t want to find myself I dont wanna find myself Im turing these pages Erasing these faces Im screaming my requiem Im screaming my requiem Tonight Im stuck with this fever Its burning all over A crippling sadness ill never be sober Im drowning in sweat and shame Please tell me do you feel the same Im caving from bad thoughts What ifs and why nots Father where have you gone Im tying these words tight Trembling from fright Im slowly wasting away Im slowly wasting Away Tonight Im stuck with this fever Its burning all over A crippling sadness ill never be sober Im drowning in sweat and shame Please tell me do you feel the same Had a wonderful day again Just like the last Had a wonderful day again Stuck in the past Had a wonderful day again Nobody asked Had a wonderful day again Im stuck with this fever Its burning all over Im drowning in sweat and shame Please tell me do you feel the same Im stuck with this fever Its burning all over A crippling sadness ill never be sober Im drowning in sweat and shame Please tell me do you feel the same
5.
I'm Sorry 04:49
To the guy that I yelled out on the subway I want to say I’m sorry I was having a bad day To the lady that I flipped off on the freeway I want to say I’m sorry I was having a bad day Can I get something off my chest? It’s getting harder to decompress From these modern conveniences When the real convenience is Not having to leave my house So I won’t put my foot in my mouth again To the guy at the Trader Joe’s I went to I never meant to Insult or offend you But It’s like a buzzing little noise That just won’t quit And you’re not quite sure If you imagined it I think there’s something you should know, I walk through my life like a ghost, And if I just disappear, be like I was never really here, And the ripples that remain, Will survive me as my last refrain Fades I thought this was America Where we can say whatever we want I thought this was America Where we can do whatever we want I thought this was America Where we can be whatever we want And you’ll forget me When I’m not your problem anymore Anymore… I think there’s something you should know, I walk through my life like a ghost, And if I just disappear, be like I was never really here, And the ripples that remain, Will survive me as my last refrain Fades There’s so many different ways that I could lose you That I won’t prepare for Because I don’t choose to
6.
Better Daze 04:07
So you said you found the one Was it worth it was it fun Well well what a surprise You wanted it's so dearly Well you wanted tomorrow And you got today Well you wanted the finer things But couldn't pay Well you wanted a better life And you threw it away away Here's to better daze Here's to better daze I'm a sucker for a long time ago Who would've guessed it who would have known We see through these eyes and I Can Finally see you clearly Well you wanted tomorrow And you got today Well you wanted the finer things But couldn't pay Well you wanted a better life And you threw it away away Here's to better daze Here's to better daze We wonder through life asking Why the fuck we care But underneath it all we knew it all was there it all was there Now you wanted the world And it floated away Now there's just all this nothingness In the youth of today Well you wanted the better life And you threw it away away Here's to better daze Here's to better daze Here's to better daze You think that you deserve Here's to better daze More then you were sold Here's to better daze Here's to better daze
7.
Full of It 02:55
Your silence Builds riots that Drown out the sound around you That blurs your meaning and leaving You to question every step that you take don’t you know You’re not alone and if you don’t I’ll let you go Every word that you speak Is toxic to me Never really showing me a hint of logic You said you understood But you must not have heard That If you don’t put in the work Then you might find That you're just full of it You want escape but you won’t find it On the front page but you might find that They’ll never change but I’ll keep smiling Till I’m erased And I’ll say Every word that you speak Is toxic to me Never really showing me a hint of logic You said you understood But you must not have heard That If you don’t put in the work Then you might find That you're just full of it (Spoken word) Every word that you speak Is toxic to me Never really showing me a hint of logic You said you understood But you must not have heard That If you don’t put in the work Then you might find That you're just full of it
8.
Tell myself to care Remind myself to breathe Step one You can forget about fun Because they've already won Step two Find out who's putting The screws to you I try for the path of least resistance But my esoteric diction Always gives me away Ill try to maintain a kinda silence But the undertones of violence Always get in my way Just say Tell myself to care Remind myself to breathe Remind my self all the reasons not to leave Step back You wouldn't break your back For someone like that Don't scream Make it out by five Without making a scene My brain Is an organic machine That can synthesize this nightmare And report it to me My body is a simple device That converts labor into capital At minimum price How nice Tell myself to care Remind myself to breathe Remind my self all the reasons not to leave The only thing That keeps me coming back When I'm under attack The thought of my dog Waiting for me at the door And he doesn't know why I don't come home anymore Tell myself to care Remind myself to breathe Remind my self all the reasons not to leave So take it on the chin Try not to let it in You can try your best But The bastards always win You can try your best But The bastards always win
9.
86'd 03:07
I always wondered what you’d think If you saw me play if you saw me sing Do you think you’d feel regret Would it be easier if we just never met Fool me once i really don’t mind Fool me twice id rather take your bad advice Two more shots and a couple cheap thrills Ahh screw it ill pop these pills I’m better off in bed Your lying this place it fucking sucks and i don’t care Im trying I’m useless lazy whatever piss and swear Im dying just leave me with me thoughts and my dispare My dispare I don’t care I’m not interested in what you have to say Im not there but you can keep just keep talking anyway Two more hours before i try to move No use trying to extend myself beyond what you expect Your lying this place it fucking sucks and i don’t care Im trying I’m useless lazy whatever piss and swear Im dying just leave me with me thoughts and my dispare Times flying just drop me off You really don’t understand I always wondered what you’d think if you saw me play if you saw me sing do you think you’d feel regret would it be easier if we just never met would it be easier if we just never met The older i get the more i recognize That i use my trauma to hide behind Im taking pot shots at what terrifies While i slide into the coda of my life
10.
Hit the 5 thinking what happened to this place The place that used to be the place that used to be Walk around lost in the city my city is full of ghosts of what used to be Bright lights and the smell of rain that covers emerald city night yeah Clouds above tenement i love Wasted scene Feels like evergreen to me The needle in the sound is spinning round and round its music just for me Walk around lost in the city well i don’t care what you think cause i love this city and it loves me pick it up now Bright lights and the smell of rain that covers emerald city night yeah Clouds above tenement i love Wasted scene Feels like evergreen to me These trashy amazon balls are just a stash house The google office is really just a trap house The krakens lacking the backing to build a tap house Not a chance to take seattle back now Supplies are limited you better act now You might not get a chance to back down And if your lucky you might get a chance to cash out The cameras are turing off you can relax now Bright lights and the smell of rain that covers emerald city night yeah Clouds above tenement i love Wasted scene Feels like evergreen to me
11.
Lemon 02:45
When I was a kid I was a total psycho Setting fires wherever I go I was a total maniac I miss that kid where did he go First he went to school, and then he went to work Did a lot of shitty things Got called an asshole and a jerk Got a job that he hates Then he got a car that barely runs It's so hard to be crazy when you're no fun When I was a kid I was a total psycho Setting fires wherever I go I was a total maniac I miss that kid where did he go First he took some pills And then he smoked some pot Drank enough for a couple lifetimes What else you got? I used to be insane Now I'm just circling the drain It's my own fault for smoothing out my brain This is my attrition I'm off the reservation These are my ablutions This is flagellation, of the self variety This is my confession I wanna file a motion Strictly off the record This is bullshit I did it, I admit it, it was me Well I miss the dick I used to be But everyone got used to me Maybe I'm just tired of anarchy Maybe they just got tired of me
12.
Outro 00:14
I’m suppose to write a song for the new record but I don’t care about nothing but you

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TRACK LISTING

1. Intro
2. Growing Pains
3. 11:59
4. Fever
5. I’m Sorry
6. Better Daze
7. Full of It
8. Survival Guide
9. 86d
10. Bright Lights
11. Lemon
12. Outro

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released October 22, 2022

Mixed & Mastered by John Espy
Engineered by Dan Stafford, Cade & Kade, Jacob Hanson, Josh Wildhorn, Tron
Written by College Radio
Artwork Samuel Lucas

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